friday, february 9thNo Title
not feeling good. the concerts were nice, sure. but i feel bad about myself. not good. i'm seeing my therapist in 2 weeks. i wish it would be sooner.

wednesday, february 6th******* **** *****
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tuesday, february 6thHappy Hoppy Hippy
12:00
gonna have so much fun this evening! i just know it! C is all fine and I is gonna text me later today. i shared my positivity with everyone, and i hope i'll be getting lots of it back too! this evening i'm gonna be surrounded by community and shared love<3 that's why i love concerts so much. i just feel like i'm part of something in that moment. not always. sometimes going alone to a random show stresses me out a bunch, because i don't know anyone... but now i know K lol. i always only know the artists.. i don't wanna bother him all evening tho, like i did with M, so i hope they know some other people, or there's other people hanging around so i can try and talk to them. scary!

monday, february 5thBlog Beginnings
big week ahead! not gonna go to school a bunch cuzzz... POWERPLANT TIME !! seeing them 3 times this week, which might be overkill, but it's a complicated story.. first in my lovely city i adore, alone. then with my 2 best friends in a city oh so far away and lastly in another far away city, alone again hehe. i wonder if K remembers me. i bet he will, i hope he will...
anyways! school's going fine, C is okay which i'm so grateful for! that was a scary thing.. but it's probably all okay now! other than that, not much going on.. OH, i might get a job... next week.. very scary. after the interview i just went lazy mode, not doing anything, thinking i did everything wrong. but we'll see if i get a message back or not! <3