february 13th, 2024Depressive Changes
not happy and excited about this anymore. i wanna change it up completely. i guess prematurely sharing it was a bad idea cuz i don't like it at all. i'm also in a depressive episode, so maybe that's contributing to it. who knows.

february 5th, 2024Exciting Eggs? What?
getting more and more excited with each day to drop this site in the abyss of the internet! added a ton of new things, switched up the color palette of the index again (cuz someone in my class says the one i had didn't match(which wasn't true but i take things personally)). proud of myself! also, i love thinking of names for these entries. they're so silly and nonsensical, i love it. i'll be tinkering away on here for a bit more this evening. also put up my guestbook. if you're reading this now, put "EGGS!!" in the guestbook or just something silly <3 that would make my day :)
i'm sooo excited about my site, i almost wanna upload it prematurely, but i might regret having so many WIP pages left...

february 4th, 2024Progress Is Never Linear
been a while since i visited this project. though i am excited to work on it again. i might make some major changes, switch out big things. we'll see! i won't be working on it a ton though, cuz i have a pretty busy week coming up. that's why i can use all the time i do have on pretty-ing up my lil corner of the net :) this log is not that important and doesn't talk about all the changes i make, which was maybe its purpose at first, but that's okay. it's just a place to share thoughts about all this. make my thoughts a bit more clear, without other topics trying to take first place. i will be so happy once i feel it's ready for publication on neocities. it's not yet ready. almost maybe? it's okay if it isn't almost. maybe soon. in the future. the future...

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i made some pretty big changes today so far! like i said i would! pretty proud of myself. added a currently watching/listening to thingie on the index and also changed the color palette for this page.. not sure if that's gonna stay. oh i also added fun little pictures :). what else... i just wanna add some text and more pages in progress and then i should be ready to release it to the world haha. maybe i should set myself a deadline. hmmm february 15th! sounds good

january 30th, 2024Diary Dairy Dory Disney?
school's over so i've got time to work on this now. not very motivated, but i do have a plan of action. i wanna focus on smaller parts and (kind of) perfect those. instead of seeing this as all one big thing, which overwhelms me a ton... so yeah, today (and maybe the following days) my focus will be the diary page. cuz that's one of te ones i'll use the most. i'm also thinking of making each page a bit of a different theme? maybe the main pages will be the same cuz i already decided a bit on that, but on smaller pages i can experiment a bit i guess :)

january 29th, 2024Sick Updates
i'm waiting to launch my site till i get some more stuff worked out. this is like a progress log more. a pre-launch progress log. i got a color palette down, which i'm very excited about. i'm also sick and that sucks, but it has given me time and opportunity to give myself a chance to be lazy and just be on my computer all day, looking at stuff and gathering inspiration. today i have class all day and a 2-hour bus ride possibly. i could work on the site on that bus ride... just write out some things and ideas maybe..

january 28th, 2024First Official Nonsense
this is the first time i’m actively writing a blog post for this site with the intention of posting it. i had worked on this site for a bit last year but abandoned it. now i’m motivated again and wanna have a personal project i can build community for! i live for creating community. i’m an autistic and very socially anxious introvert, so it suffices to say, much community hasn’t been build yet. but i wanna change that. i believe my purpose is to bring people together. bring creatives together and other-thinking individuals who yearn for change and peace. i’m pretty punk too, so yeehaw go punks! come together! all of you! right now i’m in the very early stages of my site. i only did some minimal css and i’m going to create some pages and fill them with temporary or introductory things. that’s what i’m focusing on right now. loving life! i feel like a lot of sites i’ve looked at for inspo/my voyeuristic tendencies have a very negative blog section. maybe all who make scrumptious looking sites are severely depressed. which is understandable and acceptable of course. but i wanna share only positivity with this project! <33